This has been quite a whirlwind of a year! Just had to get that out before I mention that this is my very first blog post. :) I'm hoping to write more in the new year as I have always loved writing so very much. We'll see where it takes me. I thought I would take a moment and write it all down...all of the amazing things that I have done this year, fears that have been conquered (or still conquering). It has been a year of so many 'firsts'. I adopted two rescue dogs with my boyfriend. I believe they saved me more than I helped save them. I went to my first ever photography workshop this year, followed by a second and in the new year have a few others already lined up. Collaborating and meeting other artists has made me grow so much as an artist but also, and more importantly, as a person. I've come a long way pushing through some pretty debilitating fears. Fear of the unknown, fear of making mistakes in front of others, fear of not being able to impress artists whom I look up to. I'm just gonna say one thing - fear is so dumb. So much wasted energy. Anywho, now when I feel afraid of something, I know I have to do it, tackle whatever it is head on. And I am so at peace afterwards. Just in the last few months I have begun collaborating with other artists, working with models...doing things I had always thought about but kept to myself mostly. There is nothing better than leaving your comfort zone (which I plan to do SO much more of). So many things in the works next year I can barely keep my composure (eek!). I'm going to end it with some pictures, just some very special moments for me over the last 12 months. Happy New Year!
 | | | |
| Christine, the first model I ever worked with. | |
|
|
|
 |
| The day I met Sarah Ann Loreth and Dawn |
|
 |
| Anna Mills |
 |
| Angela |
 |
| Olivia, taken at my 2nd workshop with Brooke Shaden in NYC |
 |
| one of my favorite self portraits of the year (and the 1st time i was able to conquer the fear of shooting in front of a crowd) |
|
Congrats Diana! I'm so happy that you are doing exactly what you should be...I'm soooo happy you are conquering Fear. Such a ridiculous word...so small but so debilitating. I think that you are well on the way to winning this battle. And congrats on the blog, I took the plunge last week and now am thinking about what to write :)
ReplyDeleteThinking about what to write will be the death of you! I constantly complain about how I have nothing to write about. But then *poof* it comes to me. Good luck. I will add you to my blogroll!
ReplyDeleteLove the last photograph! Really beautiful and serene...
ReplyDeleteDiana
Wow, what a great first post! For someone who talks about struggling to break through fears, I am impressed with your ability to express your inner world with us! I struggle with self-deprecation, performance anxiety and fear in general. I once read a quote that said, "Fear is misguided faith." Love the pics! Esp. self portrait in water & Angela! Keep up the amazing work!! :-)
ReplyDelete<3.
ReplyDeleteI have tears in my eyes, Di. I am so proud of you both as the woman (my sister) that you have grown into and as an amazing photographer. You are also such a good person. You have saved so many little lives with the love and care you offer them. I am so proud of you and I know you can accomplish anything you want and you will...there is no doubt in my mind.
ReplyDeleteKeep posting girlfriend!!! I look forward to more. :-)
ReplyDelete